Korea, needs to be stopped.....

Do you know the value of "a day"? Natural, well really un-natural disasters occur all the time now.....I watch the news, I hear about these unusual volcanic, under adventures, earthquakes, TUSAIMI's, and many have been after a publicized missile laughing, missile testings underground, bomb testings underground...compliments of North Korea....THEY NEED TO BE STOPPED BEFORE THERE IS NO EARTH LEFT TO WORRY ABOUT WITH THE GLOBAL WARMINGS. KOREA THINKS THEY ARE ENTITLED TO BLOW HUGE WHOLE IN OUR UNDERGROUND LITTLE KNOWN ABOUT PLANET. COME ON PEOPLE SEE SOME OF THE CORRELATIONS HERE. WATCH THE EVENTS UNFOLD...LIKE YOU'RE A WALL FLOWER SITTING IN THE CORNER OBSERVING WHAT'S REALLY PLAYING OUT, AND SOME ONE SHOULD GO STOP THEM.....THIS IS A BIGGER WAR ON TERRORISM THAN THE OTHER!

We sat together in the park

Do you know the value of "a day"? Our second date, a date at Triangle Park , a little Park, the November night sky, our breaths in the air, guitars out and chords to Nights and White Satin strummed..... in November of 1975: "We sat together in the Park, as the evening sky grew dark, I looked at him and felt a spark...tingle to my bones, twas then I felt alone, and wished that we'd gone straight....and watched out for that Simple Twist of Fate"., a lovely song Joan Baez singer...written for Bobby Dylan and her. It was our fate, that wonderful feeling of at last finding your home, your person in life. You.

The God Complex Via Doctors & Arrogance

Doctors and the GOD COMPLEX has always fascinated this girl, it is a totally disgusting beast that runs too rampant in the medical profession. For 6 years we have been back and forth to doctors trying to obtain a diagnosis on a skin ailment that plagues a member of the household. This equals 6 years of discomfort and itching, and infections, and weight loss from muscle mass, and scaring for this person. For the 6 years the doctors have dibbled and dabbled in us, try this test, and we'll see....you wait patiently for the test results...some of which were for serious ailments, and the bastards call you to tell you that the test was negative....it's not that, keep using the cream, and dismiss you into their world of no follow ups. You get worse eventually and go back, and get another test, and another round of bullshit. Meanwhile your lifestyles are totally changed and your time together is spent on trying to figure out what might relieve it better today.....just to get through a work day, and to try to sleep some at night.....yep that's a good focal point. This last ass was like the great white hope....he's an internist who specializes in infectious diseases, and you're relieve as you think you've finally been referred to a place and doctor that will figure it out. You get there, he's so 80-95% sure it's Lyme disease, he tests you for it, he prescribes 60 days of heavy duty anti-biotics, you wait the 8 days for the test results, you have another appointment set up for the following week you think to keep progressing and that maybe one of these people/doctors will think to culture this for bacteria or viral origins if it's not Lyme diseases and you have hope even though this skin condition is at it's all time worst**** ***No, you get a call from the doctor himself, he tells you the test says it isn't Lyme disease**** (but that the test has a lot of false negatives), he tells you to finish taking the anti-biotics and he says he can do nothing further for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He refers you to a dermatologist. So on one hand he's telling you he's still cock sure it's Lyme....and on the other hand his arrogance won't let him use common sense and test for the bacteria or viral cultures that could also lend an answer to your problem. This is truly a tragedy, this GOD COMPLEX, and it's encountered by so many of us mere mortals, many people throughout a year will commit suicide because of these assholes not taken time and care with the patient....we are not numbers, we are very human. Where do we go from here? An old song title that lends a very real question. Where?

Morgellons Disease, and researchers needed

Do you know the value of "a day"? Researching Lymes Disease, one article states that 70% of all people with Morgellons Disease have had Lyme Disease. 50% of Doctors recognize Morgellons Disease, The Center for Disease Control in Atlanta recognizes it due to the increase of people showing these symptoms, some poeple think it's an internal parasite that sends these color thread and black particles out of the skin, one man thinks it is a bacteral problem tied into older Hot Water tanks, the research is endless. Alfalfa Tablets (25 or 35 of them) baths with a scosh of Color safe bleach might lend to some relief from the insane itching caused by the so called colored fibers coming out of the wound...what I see is a little minature hard piece of spagetti uncooked stabbing out of the wound, and I do eventually see the black particle they speak of.......... So the bath gets done, and 1 tablespoon virgin coconut oil with1-2 drops of oil of oregano get mixed into it, and applied to skin instead of all of this over the counter shit people get stuck with.....Some kind of healing occurred during the night, we will try this again, some kind of relief is needed.....this is one of the most insane adventures traveled for eons. http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/morgellons-disease/SN00043 http://www.morgellons.org/ http://nhsblogdoc.blogspot.com/2008/01/morgellons-disease.html http://arthritis.about.com/b/2006/08/09/morgellons-disease-causes-diagnosis-symptoms-treatment.htm http://www.dldewey.com/morgel.htm read this one to the bottom, there is a site you can email the cdc for more info. this is a paragrah from the end of the article....So far, the only connection found among Morgellons patients is that half are also diagnosed with Lyme disease. The CDC investigation is looking more closely at who is affected by it, and where it's most common. Those searching for more information on Morgellons can email the CDC at morgellonssyndrome@cdc.gov.

Lyme Disease, more research to benefit.......

Do you know the value of "a day"? The values change with information processed into each of our lives, doesn't it. Old thoughts become mute, old feelings and emotions are replaced with other feelings and emotions, priorities change for certain. So one of us is tested for something to believed occurred 6 springs ago. Not exactly early diagnoses if this is the case. Trying finding information on advanced cases never diagnose till it was full blown everywhere, damages incurred where? Advanced cases are tackled with 24 days of intravenous antibiotics, and 24 consecutive days of blood transfusions. http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/lyme-disease/DS00116 http://www.surviveoutdoors.com/reference/lyme.asp http://www.lymediseasedisase.com/ http://www.canlyme.com/rashnews.html And of course a more holistic approach: http://content.nhiondemand.com/psv/HC3.asp?objID=100235&cType=hc

On death and dying, questions and points & beliefs

Do you know the value of "a day"? For this girl there will come a day.....one never knows when, which is the point of this posting for the dear old blog. We all hold different beliefs, we all cling to our own beliefs tenaciously, do not let others doubts enter this territory for your very real self, one day you who perhaps have been vibrant at times will be extinguished as a candle, you will simply go out. When you go out follow your own very real path.....it may be another wonderful adventure, it may be the portal of beautifully colored lights for for this gal, it may be the great re-union you hoped for and perceived from Ma's talkings in that deep sleep she entered which sounded like they were slowly all hooking up and her finding them after all of these longs years, a reunion you actually believed in since you could walk and talk, and they took you the graveyards and you believed in tea parties and smiles and hugs of all of them reuniting, one of your first very vivid images, maybe it will be all true, all very real, that story remains to be seen and felt, and I smile for that. For the ones in this real time life we love who are still here after we step through the portal, well it become important for your husband, son, brothers, adopted siblings, and friends to know you loved them as much as you were capable of, you forgive them for any wrongful things they put in your path, and that you hope they forgive you too for where you floundered or did wrong to them, especially some of the life altering/shape shifting items, sometimes done with thought, and sometimes done in error without the proper thought they demanded-these actions which might have wrongly impacted anothers life. You wish to let them know that you usually tried your best to do the right thing, for them, for the household, for their souls, for their needs or cares. And the acquaintances, well they are in a separate category, but you tried your best there too, whether to provoke thought, or to impact maybe a self pitying moment or trauma they had suffered, you usually tried to give back much more than you took. And for the ones that really count, you hope they remember that you'd want them to remain strong, to re-group and to go on valuing all of these days ahead as they value the ones that have past into memories. You hope they will remember your better points, your better stories, and gain a strength from them, you hope they will keep some of your values, some of your lessons on how they could chose to behave, you especially hope they remember the first law of physics: "To every action, there is reaction": you hope they remember this when interacting with each other, and all of the ones they love, too. You look at them, your looking back, you must go, you must go on alone for awhile. I believe I will see you again....at some point, I believe I will wait in my own time frame for you, so I will not say goodbye either, I will simply say: "I'll see you, later"! I loved you solidly.

Abused Women & Walking Away

Do you know the value of "a day"? A Day can can make a big difference in our lives, one single day can reshape your future, a single event in a day can alter your path entirely. I have never been abused physically by my husband, but I have seen plenty of abused women in my time of Real Estate, the bottom line is still that the abused partner needs to find an exit door and walk through it. You need to leave, you need to leave as soon as possible. What your shattered context of love is doesn't even matter, your face matters, your bruised and broken ribs matter, all of the trips to the emergency room matter, all of the lies to the doctors you've seen matter, all of the blood you've wiped up from yourself matter. It doesn't matter that he's not drinking today, it doesn't matter that he says he loves you today, the door should be your focal point. A fresh start, a rebirth, plenty of underground agencies out there to help you, change your clothes, wait for him to leave for work, and for Christ Sake go....through the door, go now before a rib punctures your lung, or until you go down a staircase and break your neck. Please do this for yourself, tell no one where you are going, if you have a cell phone call no one you know, just go. Go to a crowded city where you've never been, find the underground support people like Wings, and they will give you shelter and a new start, they give you time to recognize who you can become. About 10 years ago I encounter a woman, she needed a comp done on her condo, she needed to sell it as a divorce settlement, she had a restraining order against her own husband, she had been beaten by him, face shattered, ribs shattered, she flinch when I extended my hand to her, her eye nerves were damaged, she couldn't do direct eye contact anymore, even though her parents and I were there she was skittery, and any noise gained her attention, especially from outside. I had met them when I was selling the condo the 1st time, listing agent for some seniors moving out of the area, she was a newly wed, and beautiful, happy about to embark on her journey with this dream man...who would turn into her wildest nightmare.... So seeing this scared, bruised young lady, and knowing the courage it took to come back to this unit to obtain a value for it so the divorce could proceed and some type of settlement be made, was a powerful sickening moment. The week before she had been living in the unit, safe she thought in the restraining order against the abuser in place, he snuck up late at night when many people would be in a deep sleep out of the buildings occupants, and he threw a chair through the patio door window and beat the shit out of her, landing her in the hospital. After she would see me, she was escaping into unknown quarters, and praying he'd never find her again. I have never seen her again, but I do think of her, especially when I see a woman flinch....flinch when someone goes to embrace or hug them, flinch when a rapid movement is made by another human. I hope she made it into the light. I hope she was permitted to walk away free. I hope she got to start over. Oddly enough one of the best books I read about abused woman was by Stephan King who usually writes about some supernatural scenerio, his book was called "Rose Madder", and Our Rose was a very special young lady who slowly found the light, and walked away from it all.

Americans don't take well to being told by Russians

Do you know the value of "a day"? Oh yes, the Russians and an Ex-KGB predictor....funny it used to be predator when did you switch vocations you asswipe....Lol ...he is predicting to the Russian Ex Pres now a Prime Minister or something equally fun who is also blaming the USA for their economies near collapse, we'll these two are predicting the USA's economy will finish collapsing by 2010 and plenty of doom and gloom to go with it.... When I born until I was 6 I lived next to a Ukrainian woman who had lived your Russian dream turned nightmare....you KGB boys should remember....it was a time when you abducted people off of the streets for a variety of reasons including food shortage whereby you would deliver these people to the lovely factories you had in place and turn them into sausage for your hierarchy, and trust me she did not want to go back to your country. Sputnik , yes it was a rocket you launch, but my Irish Grandfather taught me it meant SKUNK...still laughing..... For years you conducted yourselves in the crudest fashion possible, with in human tactics to your own countrymen, so don't go predicting too much for America because the fact remains that we have always been different than you think, despite corrupt government members, despite an ill economy, we Americans do believe in Freedom which is a single word concept you could not possibly understand after having lived all of those decades suppressing people. Americans are in the majority in loving freedom, loving this land we were born to, and we are very resilient, we bounce back up from a lot of adverse conditions and we make the best of it as we go on to a better level. So trust me if we as a nation hit worse times than we've been through we will count our blessings and not our losses and we will move onward and into the next better level. I've never murdered anyone. I've never traded nor sold nuclear missiles to anyone. And I certainly have never made anyone into sausage. You think you're dealing with corrupt government officials or power seekers, but you are forgetting the American Human Element, and we are strong and will rise above anything corrupt idiots will throw at us. So take your prediction and shove it up your ass!